I am...

If life has to be fair like scales....I will be better ahead than everyone...
I wish I was bright...
My life would be colourful...
I wish I was happy all times...
If only...I had a better life...
Life is simple yet it is much more messier than before...
I laugh out loud...
I cried in much...
Tears are abundant in me...
They say...it is not nice for someone to cry...
Tears makes me prettier than smile..
I wish I never say sorry to early...
I am like this...I hate myself sometimes
I can't turn back time...
I want it to be perfect...but it is my fate to go through it...
I feel like i am the most imperfect girl...
why is that so??

They say i am inferior...it is not good
I feel good about being inferior...
People push me, hit me hard..
I cry but I find pleasure in the tears...
It is normal for me...

I am not a wild child
I don't party hard..
I don't even know how to confront people nicely..
 Am I to be blame?
I shall say...I do!



UCSI.......I thank you...I don't know why...
But ever since I come here...I found a perfect spot to shed my tears....I can't be more thankful than this..
I wish everything will fall onto place very soon...

Cherio and hav a good day!

leaving.Seperation

DEVAN RAJ: aka my favourite brother. He is awesome and he is the best, one of a kind of man.
He will be leaving Aussie to continue his studies and I am gonna miss him so much.

I know you will be happy cuz you will be able to see ur friends but I am gonna miss u so much as you were there for me when I was in trouble and you cheered me up someway and I am so glad I was there and to be related to you as a sister. If there is a rebirth fo me, I wish I were your real small sister. I really do hope so.
I wish you all the best and good luck for your future undertakings.
Cherio and au revor..

I will be waiting and so does everyone at home. We love you always and you will be in our heart all the time.