Random and i like it!

I took it from someone in Facebook..so it is not original but i like a lot!

lots of love....XOXO

New buzz to be spread!

Hello, sorry for the interruption..after so long I am blogging. I have a very strong reason for not doing so because I was so busy preparing for exam so apologies from me to you!

Here we go, after 13 May, after HINDRAF....new buzz in town, it is about INTERLOK!

Here is the summarized part of what I am gonna brief about.This book seems to be the new bahasa literature component for the year 11 study of the high school student in Malaysia.
The issue concerned is a very sensitive one. It have a major insulation of classifying the Indians as  
'Pariah and the rest of it are quite demeaning words used in the book. If it is in this case, FUCK should accepted in Malaysia in can be used to anyone who pissed of anyone right?

yet everyone is been told that this book brings no offence to any race by MALAYSIAN YOUTH COUNCIL..

Let me remind all the fools who is involved in this ASS HOLE idea to be taught to in high school.Apart from all the good book we can read, why on earth has it have to be this??


Think of the co consequences...to the politician, the ministers and the educators and those involved. 


Lets hope there is someone to stand up and stay this is the beyond the boundary and you have gone too far..

After all, 1 MALAYSIA suppose to reflect the future of what it has for us and not to dwell and hang on to the past like what is being taught in this SHIT book 


The the existing generation I am with you on this.It should be banned completely and taking about open-minded if not the news here, there is more things that need to be ponder instead of this book!

:)(:

Peple regard me as a serious person...This is my guessing.
I feel good about this
Why??

1) I hav less friend by doing so( no friends at all)
2) No one cares about me by doing so
3) I feel free to do anything but it is empty cuz I don't hav a buddy to share with
4) I don't laugh when people make fun of me...I get all serious
5) I feel I can breath well but no company to breath together with

Sums up as : I am a serious lonely weirdo girl in UCSI who wanders without a path

Everything end...

I am not a troublemaker..but trouble comes to me in all kinds of matter...
I am not a saddist...but whatever is beyond my control makes me hurt
I love if I was a having a good time for just a week o so....without having to worry abt anything, I would be smilling now...

I just can't write more...tears just accumulating under my eyelids....I can't see the scree that clear..

Thank you for spending some time to read this short entry!

p.s: I will be having bio test next week...for now, I nvr say I like chemistry but I am trying my level best not to forget what I have read...it is so troublesome to refer the book...

(______complicated______)

Bear this...just hang in there!

Yeah....can anyone just lend their shoulders for me to cry on...pleaseee....
I really need it for these coming months...Just wished, everything will be normal. I wish I was normal.
When I though keeping it to myself would heal, it wasn't till I realise if I never change, there will be no one to change me. I decided to be my own...it is hard at first but eventually I was getting used to it...

Let just hope that...any of these days...my life will be as bright as sunshine and all my sorrow will fly away...I know it sounds too impossible but hope is healing....it is a medicine for a thorn and broken heart!

Emonezzz....is still ruling me!

 I am suppose to have a great time in UCSI University rite??
Then...what is my problem???!!!

I see all my friends are happy and they are so bubbly and jovial...why not me??
I seem to be so emo and...I just feel so empty, why is that so??
I thought I won't be like this again after my high school...I though I can start all over again, but this is not what I wanted....I wanted to be happy but instead...is all the other way around!!!

Y is it so....I wonder if i will ever get friends if i continue to be like this...


p.s: I just feel that I am just not cool enough among my friends!

I am...

If life has to be fair like scales....I will be better ahead than everyone...
I wish I was bright...
My life would be colourful...
I wish I was happy all times...
If only...I had a better life...
Life is simple yet it is much more messier than before...
I laugh out loud...
I cried in much...
Tears are abundant in me...
They say...it is not nice for someone to cry...
Tears makes me prettier than smile..
I wish I never say sorry to early...
I am like this...I hate myself sometimes
I can't turn back time...
I want it to be perfect...but it is my fate to go through it...
I feel like i am the most imperfect girl...
why is that so??

They say i am inferior...it is not good
I feel good about being inferior...
People push me, hit me hard..
I cry but I find pleasure in the tears...
It is normal for me...

I am not a wild child
I don't party hard..
I don't even know how to confront people nicely..
 Am I to be blame?
I shall say...I do!



UCSI.......I thank you...I don't know why...
But ever since I come here...I found a perfect spot to shed my tears....I can't be more thankful than this..
I wish everything will fall onto place very soon...

Cherio and hav a good day!

Kuno Becker

He is gud looking....I was madly was in love after watching Goal 2...

Here are some of his best to prove it:

 

I wish I was his girlfriend!

Oh, isn't that cute??

wat can I say...He is so hot!

This was when he got a red card....:(

awwwww.....<3<3<3

Just can't get enough of him!!!

His girlfriend in Goal 2!!!

Sweethearts!

Kuno Becker...in case u forgotten the name after seeing all this aawesome pictures of him!

I am still waiting for Mr. Right, I hope he will be like him...Am I asking to much form this??

I know, I DO!!!

Falling Dowm

I am faling down,
Try and stop me,
Feels so good to hit the ground
You can watch me

Fall right on my face
It's an uphill human race
And I, I am falling down...

Today is 19 of May 2010..
I will be somewhere in KL
on 1st of July 2010...

I have loads to do..
Packing my stuffs,
I feel odd...
I felt emty for myself...
I am lifeless, clueless...

How would it be...
I will be free...
Will it be my advantage?
I wish it will not be...

Leaving behind loved one..
It is hard...

I have to make it..
I must try..
I have to love it

It should go fine...show me some of ur LOVE and the finest magic POWDER...

Alumini of Amanah. 5 AROMA

These are the people who inspired me to be a better person and now....they are in my heart. I wish someday we will be together but not for the last time.....memories should no fade and so does love...
miss you all but I will never forget...Gud luck and hope I will see you all one day...

It is GOD's Grace...

Yesterday, I got an offer letter from INSTEDT(Institut Sains Dan Teknologi Darul Takzim) to do my diploma in Nursing.I was happy at first but faded once I went through the pamphlet and the fees structure...It was not for me, that what my heart says.I felt something bad and so I just dumped it on my coffeee table.
It was today, around 12, I got and offer letter from Masterskill. The best part was that it came in PosLaju and the deadline for me to summit the application form would be 12May, to be precise it was yesterday!!!

Lol...that is what I can do. If there is one thing I had to do with these people, I will for sure shoot them alive on the middle of the roadway!! Sonds morbid? That is my *point*!

                                                            
Anyway, I knew it long time ago that God has something for me up his sleeves, but He is GOD....it will not be so easy to read HIS mind eh?? Yau thou should know that right?? Haha, but I know he loves me although sometimes he don't when I realised that I didn't get any offer to study but than I realise, I don't deserve it much compared to the good ones out there...I wish them luck although there is some disappointment...
                                                     
Back to the show, does this means, it will be a better offer or <3UCSI<3 to be my choice?
Shall the result to be swift to let go my tense feeling...