Falling Dowm

I am faling down,
Try and stop me,
Feels so good to hit the ground
You can watch me

Fall right on my face
It's an uphill human race
And I, I am falling down...

Today is 19 of May 2010..
I will be somewhere in KL
on 1st of July 2010...

I have loads to do..
Packing my stuffs,
I feel odd...
I felt emty for myself...
I am lifeless, clueless...

How would it be...
I will be free...
Will it be my advantage?
I wish it will not be...

Leaving behind loved one..
It is hard...

I have to make it..
I must try..
I have to love it

It should go fine...show me some of ur LOVE and the finest magic POWDER...

Alumini of Amanah. 5 AROMA

These are the people who inspired me to be a better person and now....they are in my heart. I wish someday we will be together but not for the last time.....memories should no fade and so does love...
miss you all but I will never forget...Gud luck and hope I will see you all one day...

should or shoudn't i???

T A H N I A H !

Anda Ditawarkan Untuk Mengikuti Pengajian Ke Tingkatan 6 Bawah

Berikut Adalah Maklumat Tawaran

No. Kad Pengenalan	::	921017016348
Angka Giliran	::	JB025A031
Nama	::	VIGNESWARY A/P ANANTHAM
Sekolah Asal	::	JEB1007 - SMK SULTANAH ENGKU TUN AMINAH
Jurusan	::	SAINS
Sekolah Ditawarkan	::	JEB1001 MAKTAB SULTAN ABU BAKAR
Tarikh Mendaftar	::	10 Mei 2010  WHAT MUST I DO? Should i go for it?

HETIC...

TO ALL THE READERS OUT THERE.....



I am please to inform that SCHOOL is gonna reopen on MONDAY. 5th JANUARY 2009!!!! I
wish everyone out there all the best and keep rokin on cuz life is too short cuz high school and U surely will be surprised how much time u have wasted worrying about how well you gonna be among the others in your school!!! I am kindly telling all the students out there to enjoy ur life as much as possible becuz it can never be the same like college life or UNI life!!!

Things u do or say might sound normal when ur in high school but if will be a different story out there!!! There, you will see a bunch of communities to stereotype YOU even if u try to be ur best in whatever things u do!!! However think about the positive side.....and you will meet new FRIENDS from all walks of life and you will be surprised by how small ur knowledge about the outside world and you will start to think more sensibly...

However, one thing that will never change where ever u go!!!.....WHAT IS THAT???
It is nothing big.....HOMEWORK.....of course, hahaha...well u can clearly see that in high school u call it the " H WORD" but in campus it is known as assignments and project work which sound more complicating!!! Y is tat so? Well, in campus assignments are given more importance than in high school....every assignments counts!!! As for homework.....it is merely a practice of a certain subjects given by the teacher so that one can be good at it!
So did everyone gey the idea of being in school? Well, this seems to be very short for me cuz there is so many things going around in high school because high school is all about YOU!!! I really can go branching out life this about school life such as Love life, Financial problems, Stress management, EXAMS, school parties, competitions, Sports Day, and there is just so many thing going around in school...so instead of worrying for the unnecessary things...TRY TO MAKE EVERY SINGLE MINUTE PRECIOUS!!!......YOU WORTH IT !!!( Loreal Paris)

So cherios Boys and Gurls........choice is in your hands.....
LEAD YOUR LIFE LIKE NOBODY!!!


sounds familiar....yes...just to refresh those memories of fear and jitters I had be4 my Form 5......wow.....It is over now and I am relieved...

This is the time...

This are the dayz that i have been waiting for eagerly and longing for, it was like the best of the all the pleasure i had in my life. I gotta say, I have passed through all the hurdles and pain that I have been digesting for months...

It was nothing much but it wasn't easy either!!!

It was 8 Dec when I really felt much and really relieved after all the works that I hav done for months, at first it was tough but then I was used to it...homeworks, friends who doesnt talk to me, my ego attitude that stop myself from talking to them.It is over now, yes it is over for now that I don't hav to think about it anymore, they ask me whether I miss my friends of not?

At first I felt awkward to answer this question, but I realise I did not miss them at all, I was not surprised..I don't know why...Times when I was lonely, times when I cried myself listening to Arvil Lavigne's 'Keep Holding On'. It was not funny or people might just say that I am sensitive but I know I could not help it...I had to let go anyway

 It was helpless back then when I had to share everything to myself instead of others, it has been a rough journey but I guess, it will be rougher than it alreay is...

                                                      AM I READY FOR THIS???

I guess not, well i am not prepared yet...

Alumini's of SMK SETA 09 (Class of 2005-2009), thank you for all and everything you ahve done. Even when I say i don't miss you....i did not mean it literally. I will still remember you all from time to time, cherishing all the pain and happy moment I had with you friends...You all have been great to me.Thank you everyone.I will MISS U ALL 4EVER

Sheer of...

What it is like to feel the sheer of everything sweet, nice and spice in life???

Most of out lives are preoccupied with jobs and other serious matters in life that most of us have neglected the joy of being a 5 years old toddler...

I have felt so much of frustration over the months as conflict arouse and I couldn't not possible let go of myself from the situation....i knew I had to face it all by myself...

Where was I??? Sheer....ahh yes....It is a blissful thing in life, a degree of everything from bad to evil and now I hav a strong sheer of nervous and happiness...y??

25 OCT- It's Sejambak Kasih for all the future alumni of SMK SETA of class 2005-2009, it is hard but life has to be continued...

For some reason.....I hope I will get good grades for my SPM...

-Vikey-

life...is hard!!!

2.14.09.....11.40am

I realise something today. No matter how close a fiend can get to you...they are still a total stranger no matter what happens... I was very upset on this day because I was punished for the mistakes I did and it makes me to wake up and look at the world that life is not always like the fairytale stories...

It was a small argument for me but it has upset her so much that she thinks I need some behaviour changes, and till then she will refuse to talk to me. On this day

( it is Valentine's Day ) u noe??? And here I am getting this punishment. I feel like a criminal who has been just accused of murdering somebody. Well, it is my own fault because I thought friends were my closest relatives I had. Now I know that...blood is thicker that water. From today onwards , I will never trust my friends no matter how close they get to me...

They only know me by physically ( who likes to craps and act inmatured and obviously don't make them laugh...from my point of view!!! ) but little do they realise that I also have a little heart deep inside my soul who is deeply hurt every single day and still struggling to get out of all this mess I have done throughout my life and by the way they have made assumption about me...

I realise that nobody is perfect and I am nobody! I just want to tell everyone out there that, Life is short and you gotta take in the good stuff and throw away the bad things!!!

This 'special' day had taught me a very valuable lesson. Never let yourself to be committed whit somebody you love because once you have started to have a strong desire on them...it is very hard to let go!!!

Lastly......i just want to say: I am sorry for everything that I have done!!!

HECTIC....

Phew!!!!!

What a day!!! I never thought Form 5 would be this hectic .....well a little i suppose but this has gone overboard!!! I could never believe myself that I was given homework on the first day of skool!!! this is so horrible becuz I thought of letting myself loosen up for the first day....

I AM REALLY WRONG AGAIN!!! But doesn't matter becuz I believe this is my last year in high school and I have to really enjoy whatever is happenin to me...this is my last chance to live my life as a high school student and after this....I am gonna face my greatest opponent:

THE WORLD

It is gonna be a though time for me in this year for sure as I can see is very visibly through my eyes and I hope I will never give up especially when it comes to the time when I don't get really satisfying marks as I have expected and I gotta believe that I am not gonna change unless I make up my mind about that...

But at the same time this is my only hope to get wacky and funky wit my friends becuz few months later, we are really going to take different paths of life and our 'school time' will never be the same again with everyone getting busy pursuing their studies and getting a job or taking driving license... this is a very tough time to go through becuz it has been four years we have been together like siblings and now it is really the time for us to be apart...

Even though I realise there is a very long way to go before saying goodbye but I really believe in the proverb ' Time flies'... It is a fact of life that everyone should accept in life even though it is hard to digest em!!!

Back to school is not fun at all!!!

I had too man things to handle right now...so sad!!!

Especially when you don't do your homework...the chores becomes double the work and from this everyone should learn something ( not only me!)

'LEARN TO DO THINGS EARLIER THAN IT SHOULD BE DONE'

Well that is all for now...adios!!!

SCHOOLS OUT!!!!

TO ALL THE READERS OUT THERE.....



I am please to inform that SCHOOL is gonna reopen on MONDAY. 5th JANUARY 2009!!!! I
wish everyone out there all the best and keep rokin on cuz life is too short cuz high schand U surely will be surprised how much time u have wasted worrying about how well you gonna be among the others in your school!!! I am kindly telling all the students out there to enjoy ur life as much as possible becuz it can never be the same like college life or UNI life!!!

Things u do or say might sound normal when ur in high school but if will be a different story out there!!! There, you will see a bunch of communities to stereotype YOU even if u try to be ur best in whatever things u do!!! However think about the positive side.....and you will meet new FRIENDS from all walks of life and you will be surprised by how small ur knowledge about the outside world and you will start to think more sensibly...

However, one thing that will never change where ever u go!!!.....WHAT IS THAT???
It is nothing big.....HOMEWORK.....of course, hahaha...well u can clearly see that in high school u call it the " H WORD" but in campus it is known as assignments and project work which sound more complicating!!! Y is tat so? Well, in campus assignments are given more importance than in high school....every assignments counts!!! As for homework.....it is merely a practice of a certain subjects given by the teacher so that one can be good at it!
So did everyone gey the idea of being in school? Well, this seems to be very short for me cuz there is so many things going around in high school because high school is all about YOU!!! I really can go branching out life this about school life such as Love life, Financial problems, Stess management, EXAMS, school parties, competitions, Sports Day, and there is just so many thing going around in school...so instead of worring for the unnessary things...TRY TO MAKE EVERY SINGLE MINUTE PRECIOUS!!!......YOU WORTH IT !!!( Loreal Paris)

So cherios Boys and Gurls........choice is in your hands.....

LEAD YOUR LIFE LIKE NOBODY!!!