Nadine ann Thomas: A New Beginning...

Nadine ann Thomas: A New Beginning...: Hey Everyone!! Soo ... I've started a new blog in blogspot to replace my old one in Word press, for those of you that don't know me here'...


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P.S: there is no one in the world who is ugly, only the lazy ones :)

DAWN JAY

The sri lankan hottie in Singapore is doin some heart wrenching music ...( this is exaggerating, okay, just to say that his voice is good and review from friend: he got an Indian accent)!!!

check it out peepzz( so not me), just chillax and enjoy ;)  


JUst for u !!!

Random and i like it!

I took it from someone in Facebook..so it is not original but i like a lot!

lots of love....XOXO

Fireflies. tears and everything else

10 million fireflies,
I am weird ; cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they say farewell..

If you can read all these three  and and get what I mean, thats good...But my situation is not in such way but the other way around, I am not suppose to be lonely a wet blanket, snobbish, a jerk or to be moody all the time ...I AM NOT...I don't want to!!!!

Looks like I just hav to bear with it..but I don't want to...
Please say something here..I hav nowhere to go..

I am really getting misty eyes as I am writing this entry..I wish I can stop...I really want to...
HELP ME..:(.....
My friends obviously don't think I am a level with them but I just want to be LOVED....I am not asking too much,
I may not be the friend that you may think cool or awesome...
I am just an ordinary average joe.....

You may not like me at first but I wish I will hav someone to think that I would make a best of the bestest friend ever :')

Will you like me, if I smile at you?
Will you like me if I say Hello?

Will you come out for a coffee with me?
Will you hang out with me some other time if we meet?

I just want one friend who think I am the best friend ever!

I just want to be loved as a good friend...

True friendship last forever and I want a everlasting friendship...

I just want a clean and honest and reliable friendship which will make me happy till the end of my passing days in the earth...

Dato Seri Guruji 'The Anantham 2011'

Is was massive!

A very beautiful fine Sunday that was spent to show the most abundant amount of gratitude to our one and only DATO' SERI GURUJI and DATIN SERI SUNTARI for 2011 ANNATANAM in Batu Caves. It was so lovely as I saw so many people, it was a huge crowd that can't be described..The whole event went very well as all the sittars hav planned from the entrance to the place where all the disciples collect the food. All their hard work has paid of when Dato Seri Guruji came in a beautifully decorated umbrella, followed by the security and some barathanatiam dancers. He was also accompanied by Lion dancers who was actually Indians!
He entered the stage and there we hav our one and only YOGA YNANA SITTAR OM SRI RAJA YOGA GURU, Our Divine Grace...He gave us a speech and all our hearts are cooled down although we are placed in the tent, we still could feel hot as we are all crowded, It was a sense of happiness when he talked, he was not able to sleep as oll his disiples vibration of happiness made him eager to see us as soon as daytime comes :)

I immediately came to me, when his name was announced a short vibe came to be, i didn't know what it means but I have a strong feeling that it was from HDG!

I am so happy to be part of the ANNATHANAM,
I wish I will be able to give my best effort to stay close to guruji and to hav faith in him forever

YOGA YNANA SITTAR OM SRI RAJA YOGA GURU SHARANAM!

A new sage

A sage according to Oxford English dictionary referrs to profound wisdom , which is offen used in video games usually from what my memory remembers, but before that let me voice out my apology to my dear blog readers in and out...I was looking out for something intresting to come up with, that is all abt the delay...I am sorry!

Back to where I sarted, SAGE -  is the title of my blog today...Why I name it so?

Back to where it all begins, life in college didn't turn up so well, as some of my blog post would prove it....It was because I was not wiseand my ability to think like a matured person has mask the aftermath of what could happen. There is where all the problem were formed.
According to thermodynamic law, enery can't be created nor destroyed...It applies to ur life as well, problems are there you can't be an ass to modify or to destroy it..It is test from the Supreme, but now I have found my sage...sage towards serenity and calmity of finding peace....

I am still ordinary and still a girl who still hang out with friends...but I will much better, much happier, much of all the pleasanity in life that i didn't get before...


THANKS YOU, THANKS A MILLION HDG!!!

New buzz to be spread!

Hello, sorry for the interruption..after so long I am blogging. I have a very strong reason for not doing so because I was so busy preparing for exam so apologies from me to you!

Here we go, after 13 May, after HINDRAF....new buzz in town, it is about INTERLOK!

Here is the summarized part of what I am gonna brief about.This book seems to be the new bahasa literature component for the year 11 study of the high school student in Malaysia.
The issue concerned is a very sensitive one. It have a major insulation of classifying the Indians as  
'Pariah and the rest of it are quite demeaning words used in the book. If it is in this case, FUCK should accepted in Malaysia in can be used to anyone who pissed of anyone right?

yet everyone is been told that this book brings no offence to any race by MALAYSIAN YOUTH COUNCIL..

Let me remind all the fools who is involved in this ASS HOLE idea to be taught to in high school.Apart from all the good book we can read, why on earth has it have to be this??


Think of the co consequences...to the politician, the ministers and the educators and those involved. 


Lets hope there is someone to stand up and stay this is the beyond the boundary and you have gone too far..

After all, 1 MALAYSIA suppose to reflect the future of what it has for us and not to dwell and hang on to the past like what is being taught in this SHIT book 


The the existing generation I am with you on this.It should be banned completely and taking about open-minded if not the news here, there is more things that need to be ponder instead of this book!

:)(:

Peple regard me as a serious person...This is my guessing.
I feel good about this
Why??

1) I hav less friend by doing so( no friends at all)
2) No one cares about me by doing so
3) I feel free to do anything but it is empty cuz I don't hav a buddy to share with
4) I don't laugh when people make fun of me...I get all serious
5) I feel I can breath well but no company to breath together with

Sums up as : I am a serious lonely weirdo girl in UCSI who wanders without a path

YOU ARE NO LONGER NEEDED....

Although thousand miles may make the heart go fonder, it reduces as time goes by...
The frequency we used to hav has no longer existed, but it makes my hope grow deeper,
I shall see you one day, with a curve of happiness on ur face

We may be distance apart, I still feel numb
I wish , I spend my time well with you,
Regrets are no longer acceptable
mistakes are done is not reversible

I wish to find a substitute for you,
I gav failed,
I  guess there is only one like you

As for now, I am a loner,
Walking on pavement with a dime of street lamp
I wish to walk as much as my feet can take me

I wish to say, you are awesome just the way you are...


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Lets Start!

Hey, Hey HEY!!!

I am in a jolly good mood today...You know y??

1) XM ARE OVER!!!!!

My drink..gary lim restaurant:)

Wolverineeeee:)

No better work to do ;)

Well, obviously..we did a hangout in MidV...was awesome!!!
Watched Harry Potter and the Deadly Hollow!!! ( Total FANTABULOUS!!!)

Had a scoop of ice cream of Baskin Robbins!!

We just went around the town today(not literally) XP...

It was a candy sumtin flavor..it was before it happen to go inside the bin :D

Life is AWESOME!!!

LOVE MY LIFE<3<3

haha..be4 leaving midV

while waiting for the the lift inside hostel..

 

 

                                          

Copycat, copyPig....Thats u!!

Hey Miss...Can you stop copying what I hav and what I do....GET OVER WITH IT AND GET A LIFE...I wish I can use B***CH to acknowledge u,but I a wont cuz...I am not you...I am me..I hav my OWN IDENTITY....

So called friend...You are just nothing to me...So far hav you treat me nicely? NEVER....You are just a pain in the ass!!!


Finally, i just want to say that You are a COPYPIG!!!!!

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It's me!

23/10/10...After my Malaysian Studies xm....ate roti canai telor in Gading with teh tarik...
                                                 Salon...wash blow dry..fringe!!

1ST Attempt!

lol..(^^)

boohooo!!

gangsta!..lol...p.s: I dun even look sexy!

blur...dunno wat to pose!

felt like a loser....

huh...trying to look nice....didn't turn out so well thought!

drug addict!

This is getting...

AWESOME!!!


I am a third party living under the shodows of the people who they call themselves as friends!
I am a invisible shield trying to walk away from being overshadowed by bunch of people who call themselves as friends

I am not perfect in many ways..but I am aliving homo sapien...try not to react like you don't like me...I can see you don't literally!


Anyway...this is not new in the arena...old skwl..Iam used to it...cheers ya mate...


If there is a friend who can cheer meup ...and that would be YOU:


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Loves and hugs..XOXO

A reason to..

People change...

I nvr blog for a long time...this blog of mine is getting dustier!

It is 11.54pm( the nite is still young)

I want to read about organic chem....

I hate facebook cuz it makes me sad to read other people status!

My mom wants me to come back Jb b Diwali but I hav mid term on  Monday....I miss her<3

Everything end...

I am not a troublemaker..but trouble comes to me in all kinds of matter...
I am not a saddist...but whatever is beyond my control makes me hurt
I love if I was a having a good time for just a week o so....without having to worry abt anything, I would be smilling now...

I just can't write more...tears just accumulating under my eyelids....I can't see the scree that clear..

Thank you for spending some time to read this short entry!

p.s: I will be having bio test next week...for now, I nvr say I like chemistry but I am trying my level best not to forget what I have read...it is so troublesome to refer the book...

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Lets Pray..

Lets pray that everything will be fine..Lets pray that I will hav a happy ending once I finish my college life. I love my family. I want to love myself. I like you my god. I just wish I can be happy like the rest.

Let the god bless me and those I love very much...I love everyone.

Bear this...just hang in there!

Yeah....can anyone just lend their shoulders for me to cry on...pleaseee....
I really need it for these coming months...Just wished, everything will be normal. I wish I was normal.
When I though keeping it to myself would heal, it wasn't till I realise if I never change, there will be no one to change me. I decided to be my own...it is hard at first but eventually I was getting used to it...

Let just hope that...any of these days...my life will be as bright as sunshine and all my sorrow will fly away...I know it sounds too impossible but hope is healing....it is a medicine for a thorn and broken heart!

Watch this....

It was very touching as I almost cried....I wish I will be able to open my heart for him, I need you right now..Derek Redmond

Emonezzz....is still ruling me!

 I am suppose to have a great time in UCSI University rite??
Then...what is my problem???!!!

I see all my friends are happy and they are so bubbly and jovial...why not me??
I seem to be so emo and...I just feel so empty, why is that so??
I thought I won't be like this again after my high school...I though I can start all over again, but this is not what I wanted....I wanted to be happy but instead...is all the other way around!!!

Y is it so....I wonder if i will ever get friends if i continue to be like this...


p.s: I just feel that I am just not cool enough among my friends!

I am...

If life has to be fair like scales....I will be better ahead than everyone...
I wish I was bright...
My life would be colourful...
I wish I was happy all times...
If only...I had a better life...
Life is simple yet it is much more messier than before...
I laugh out loud...
I cried in much...
Tears are abundant in me...
They say...it is not nice for someone to cry...
Tears makes me prettier than smile..
I wish I never say sorry to early...
I am like this...I hate myself sometimes
I can't turn back time...
I want it to be perfect...but it is my fate to go through it...
I feel like i am the most imperfect girl...
why is that so??

They say i am inferior...it is not good
I feel good about being inferior...
People push me, hit me hard..
I cry but I find pleasure in the tears...
It is normal for me...

I am not a wild child
I don't party hard..
I don't even know how to confront people nicely..
 Am I to be blame?
I shall say...I do!



UCSI.......I thank you...I don't know why...
But ever since I come here...I found a perfect spot to shed my tears....I can't be more thankful than this..
I wish everything will fall onto place very soon...

Cherio and hav a good day!