HOPE....NOTHING ELSE....

hope....nothing else


Is it me or you
I wonder everytime I think about you
I am confused over what hav juz happened
Is it me or you
Am I not bother anymore??
Do I not to be loved anymore??


Then,
why do I feel lonely
even when I tried my best to stay awake
from all the odds

Is there still hope lies beneath the pain I'm going through?
I wonder sometimes
Is it wrong to find some hope...
which meant for me only?

Is it me who is alone here...
Is there someone to help
HOPE...NOTHING ELSE...



P.S: I want to feel alive again...

dissapointed

It was never my wish to post all the worst and desperating and sad stories in my blog compared to other blogs...

this is my life....hurdles all the way which does not have any end, even if i was to have one...

My life has never been easy and it will never be anymore cuz i lose in faith, the faith that also told me to just move on no matter what happen, i still have tiny bits of hope still hanging which i believe, it will come in handy whenever i need....trust me, I am not the most popular girl or the smarted like the rest in my class, but i am just an ordinary and a very simple girl who will cherish all the moments i have gone through in my life. I realize there is no much time for me. For me to always be happy but I am trying my best....i am still hanging......

Firstly, it is myself that has brought me to this state...Suddenlly when i looked back, i was not like this....NEVER!!! Somethings have changed me, yes it is true.....THEY have changed me, I was a very cheerful girl and i used to get excited for everything but now......i am bored and not interested at all...WHY???

I DON'T KNOW......somebody help me with this

I could not do it myself, i need somebody so that I will have a mentor to carry out my life like the rest of the others...

Eversince that moment that hurts my feeling like a wound that can never be mended no matter what, I hav turned into a whole lot of new person, I simply don't reconise myself anymore...

Will this be forever????

TIME WILL TELL....IT WILL HEAL THE PAIN