sad.....

Is this all I got to say in my blog??


YES...INDEED.....it is yours remember??

It is indeed a sad beginning for me as I could not even finish my driving practises properly not to mentin I was not able to pull the hand break....it was just sooooo  insulting and embarrassing. I tried to talk to my sis and she went
              " Haha, you never gonna get the license in a month and u r so lame and guess wat you never gonna be a better driver than me."

It was so painful but I kept my mouth shut, after all she is gonna fly to UK soon and I will not be seeing her for a along time and maybe never at all, who knows she might settle down in UK itself...

However, it was so nasty of her to say such cruel things about me, I was very angry...yeah I know, future lawyer, blah, blah, blah........does that mean that she have to so rude to me eventhough I am just her sister??

Well, look at her and look at me.........comparing both of us, she is far much more older than me and did I say "wise"???? Maybe...hahahaa


For know, I am jobless ang I kinda miss my old job as a cashier minus the hardwork but if you ask me to go, definitely I will not go because it is so tiring and I AM SICK OF IT!!! But for now I am juz finding plkeasure in my driving eventhough it is not as regular as I thought!!!

JUST KEEP MY FINGERS CROSSED...

HOPE....NOTHING ELSE....

hope....nothing else


Is it me or you
I wonder everytime I think about you
I am confused over what hav juz happened
Is it me or you
Am I not bother anymore??
Do I not to be loved anymore??


Then,
why do I feel lonely
even when I tried my best to stay awake
from all the odds

Is there still hope lies beneath the pain I'm going through?
I wonder sometimes
Is it wrong to find some hope...
which meant for me only?

Is it me who is alone here...
Is there someone to help
HOPE...NOTHING ELSE...



P.S: I want to feel alive again...