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It has been months since my compu is in proses of fixing and i am very sad for it...

I couldn't hold it anymore... sometimes i juz wish i had my laptop wit me...IT IS ALL I NEED!!!

Well, SPM is juz around da corner n it is not a joke...gotta struggle and I juz wanna get A'S . Isn't is very obvious???



It sure does for all of em...it is not only me but thousands of candidates out thr...

I wish them luck even if I don't noe some of u...



MY SKOOL LIFE:

it is horrifying as u can see many are smartry smart that i will be competing wit, they look so smart 4 me eversince last year, i couldn't understand how they can cum up so good after all these years...



My friends???

yup....had some arguments and i don't think i will belong to their niche anymore....they r getting up high to reach the sky....but I am still struggling(sigh...)



MY LOVE LIFE:

Don't get too excited....i am still single yet

I don't stand a chance yet cuz I don't hav gud chemistry yet...

Maybe I should go for gender attraction phychology...

It is not really important nw but I am kinda lonely(sigh...)





I feel that I will not be able to survive out thr if it is not for my friends and teachers to guide me all the way long cuz this path is very long and I could only choose one which will reflect ma future...



Hopefully my future will still be bright and i am hoping it to be gud...

AFTER SO LONG....

It has been a very long time that i touched the keyboard...(sigh). Maybe it is beacause, may aptop is currently 'under construction'....It is so desperating for me to live without my laptop...I am havin a great trouble to connect wit people i want to!!! I t is like a hell...now i realise why there are some people out there is willing to pay for any sum to get the latest tech so that they will be in touch all the time!!!

My, wat a horrible days ahead! firstly it was MJ'S death, then it was H1N1 and now it is my SPM is just around the corner...IT IS LIKE THE TIME IS FLYING AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT( 3.0 X 103)!!! It has been a real tragedy for me all the while, I had some friendship problem, had a crush wit my tuition teacher and it is still going on..., wat else my studies which as no direction, I don't know which course I am going to apply to...
Life is like a bunch of entangled thread which has no direction...

While all the stuffs running through ma head, i really hav another problem to encounter before my Judgement Day which will decide my future beyond...It is nothing small but ma SPM TRIAL 2009!!!

How could anybody tolerate this when you ave so many things going around u???
My life is a big question mark? I am seeing all my friends were studying so hard and it got my nerves down, so I started to study too but I could not see how on earth I can possibly say that I am already gud enough...It is true or not??

My seniors gav me a piece of advice which I've been following but not consistently...They say I can do it but I am still cnfused about it.....


I hope my future will be bright and I will excel with flying colours