tired but still hanging...

Yes it is true what they say, when you are at home you will be very lazy and tired but I hope I will not be very lazy since the only thing that keeps me still going on will be my driving lesson....speaking about driving lesson,

Few days ago, I was so eager to for the lesson and as usual, I text message the uncle to know when will be the lesson, but to my  surprise he did not reply so at first I thought he was mad at me for asking me when is the lesson all the time. My fear grew and the I felt very jittery about myself to text him as for I know he will call me to let me know when is the next lesson so I tried all sorts of things to calm myself by telling he will not be mad at me.

 Afterfew days, I got to know that one of my closest friend is taking the same class with another uncle in the same centre, after getting to know more about it I called her and we had a short phone conversation and she gave me the courage to call him and tried to talk to him...I really appreciate it

So it was a public holiday yesterday so I did not call him but  this morning, I call him with high expectation through my house phone, to my dismay he did not pick up the phone, I started to get very nervous as my call was heading to voice mail.

Then after 30 minutes, I called him through my mobile phone and he picked up...

ME: "Hello"

UNCLE: " Heloooooo,"

ME : " Can i know when is the next lesson?"

UNCLE: " Later, I will call you"

ME: "Okie"

That was it, yup that was it....short but it was not as intimidating as i taught, I was happy though because he was not mad at me.

JUST WAIT............PATIENTLY which is not me!!!

happy ending...

It has been days bygone and still waiting and hoping for something magical to come just to cheer up the days of boredom and blase..

It is not about the happy endings....its the begining of the new life journey that is gonna be the teacher all the way till we reach the top.

Let just not brag about it, it is nothing big but its important and it is a compulsory that I have to attend to the most important event of my life which will decide whether I am capable of surviving all the harsh and pain that I have gone through for the year. It is the SPM RESULTS which will decide where I will belong and am I capable of deciding the right moves for my future that still awaits to be explored!

It is not sure when is the date but it is important for me to know when because it is something meaningful for me.It won't be painful but it will not be blissful to know the truth of what it is like but I wish I had tried more harder because it was an opportunity of a lifetime...

I just wish I will get all A'S as for it is my only dream to make it realise. I am thanking the teachers who has marked the paper, thank you for being tolerant and thanks to my mom who keeps encouraging me to keep moving on even though I felt  my life is coming apart. Thankz mom, thanks for everything you have done to me till no. If the is any gratitude for me to show you, it is not enough because you are simly worth more than that...


Thanks to my friends who have shown me so pleasure when I felt lie giving up...You words means alot to me to continue moving on...

If is was not for my teachers who have not shown love to us even when you know we are not perfect, thanks for everything you have shown and cared for us...miss you very much. I will never forget you no matter what happens.

Lastly if it is not for the very special person, I might not be born ino this worl. If it isnot for this special person, I would not have realise my dreams and I may not found out the pleasure of life ignoring the problems we have faced...thank god for helping me to get throug the hurdles that I have been through...