I noe this is hard to say but I just can't get enuf of him..
He is not very handsome but he is gud looking...he is smart and have a gud job, gud personalities and I didn't know what to do now...I think i am having "crush" wit him. He none other than my own tuition teacher....do not wish to mention his name here...but I really like him. He seems to attract me in all ways, he is becoming more cuter every single day and I don't really know whether he is married or not..(sigh)....I never felt this much of love for somebody, well....i should because I nvr dated any guys be4....(sigh)...Well, i noe my feelings towards him is not right.....there is an age gap between us and it is so impossible....
But I wish he will remain in my heart till the day I feel apart...I really miss him and I think I will never find a guy so nice and intelligent like him...
I wish I was born earlier than 1992...(sigh)...but this is fate and i realise that I should face it no matter what happens...I am seeing him every single day and I really wish I can let out my feelings to him and I do hope he will not feel awkward about my feelings towards him....I noe this is so insane....liking a guy that is years older than u???
hey!!!.....love is blind and pure love don't seems to recognise old or young, rich or poor, ugly or handsome....it just flows from the apex of the heart.....it is so Divine and true.....even 24 carat gold would lose to it...
But 4 nw.....I should only concentrate in ONE THING....MY SPM. I need a scholarship for whatever course I am going to take...(i haven't decide yet...)
cherio....everybody...gud nite
miss him....sweet dreamz
