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Yeah rite....I am a fan....I do go play but not till waking up 1.30 in the morning...welll, it is so true compared to real farming...You will get to plow the right size and all the hassle about watering, seeding, fertilising, it is much more easier to be in the virtual world.....It is the most played game followed by Mafia Wars and Cafe World. You gotta be kidding me. Well, that is what we call by being hooked to a game!

HETIC...

TO ALL THE READERS OUT THERE.....



I am please to inform that SCHOOL is gonna reopen on MONDAY. 5th JANUARY 2009!!!! I
wish everyone out there all the best and keep rokin on cuz life is too short cuz high school and U surely will be surprised how much time u have wasted worrying about how well you gonna be among the others in your school!!! I am kindly telling all the students out there to enjoy ur life as much as possible becuz it can never be the same like college life or UNI life!!!

Things u do or say might sound normal when ur in high school but if will be a different story out there!!! There, you will see a bunch of communities to stereotype YOU even if u try to be ur best in whatever things u do!!! However think about the positive side.....and you will meet new FRIENDS from all walks of life and you will be surprised by how small ur knowledge about the outside world and you will start to think more sensibly...

However, one thing that will never change where ever u go!!!.....WHAT IS THAT???
It is nothing big.....HOMEWORK.....of course, hahaha...well u can clearly see that in high school u call it the " H WORD" but in campus it is known as assignments and project work which sound more complicating!!! Y is tat so? Well, in campus assignments are given more importance than in high school....every assignments counts!!! As for homework.....it is merely a practice of a certain subjects given by the teacher so that one can be good at it!
So did everyone gey the idea of being in school? Well, this seems to be very short for me cuz there is so many things going around in high school because high school is all about YOU!!! I really can go branching out life this about school life such as Love life, Financial problems, Stress management, EXAMS, school parties, competitions, Sports Day, and there is just so many thing going around in school...so instead of worrying for the unnecessary things...TRY TO MAKE EVERY SINGLE MINUTE PRECIOUS!!!......YOU WORTH IT !!!( Loreal Paris)

So cherios Boys and Gurls........choice is in your hands.....
LEAD YOUR LIFE LIKE NOBODY!!!


sounds familiar....yes...just to refresh those memories of fear and jitters I had be4 my Form 5......wow.....It is over now and I am relieved...

long lost....yet founded at last

Thank you to technology for bring two hearts closer.Mr.Mark Zuckerberg. Thanks a lot for helping those to stay connected through FAcebook. After all these years from elementary school. Thinking of all the sweet and bitter memories we went together, it made me really how time flies so fast. We were so small and now, look at you...all GROWN UP!!!...


Anneth Alexander...the name I will never forget to the rest of my life.She was like my best friend and she still is. I don't believe in these craps about having only one as ur bff....that was way long ago...it was a ONCE UPON A TIME...now, everything changes...people around us can't be trusted and she,i don't know yet but I still believe she remembers me and all the nostalgic moments we had together...


Aneth wherever in the corner of Philippines... I hope you are happy and I want you to know,there are few good people here to care about u very next to ur heart...

nervousness creeps

I am really scared right now....I have no idea what to do anymore. I really need somebody to talk with me. my instinct tell me that I will will be sitting for Form 6 but I don' know whether I will be able to go t my dream college: UCSI UNIVERSITY...I would love to hear from someone. I really need the answer soon. If only I never faint the other day, I would have been filling up the form and maybe I will not get the jilters right now. OH MY GOD...please say something ...show me some hint of whatso ever it is.....I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO FORM 6....i don't want to go....I will not be able to concentrate and  I bet I will not study like I use to to.....say something please...I am so helpless now. Staying in my grandparents house is like hell and what is worst...everyday is the same and I need answers so badly and I want to know it urgently....


I hope I will be able to get out of this house, please someone help me to get out of the place. It is  ugly, hot and BORING!!!

I need some place where real people would stay.I am just tired of these place. Eighteen years in this den and I need to go out. I want to venture the world out there and it is not a real big deal to ask, it is not like I am asking for a jackpot. I see  my friends are having a great time , I am missing all the stuff and it is not fair at all....I don't get it, whatever things I wished for is not at my reach and every time I wish for some of my dreams to come true.....something comes up and that's it....it is crushed into millions of pieces....I can't take this anymore and I will not able to do anything...That is the more dissapointing than anything else

Sometimes things happening around you can never get any worst. Yes, this is so true. My driving instructor is a real JERK!!....I have beg him like million times to finish my lesson as soon as possible...alas! He purposely drag till jun....I HATE THAT LOSER!!!

He didn't only make my blood to boil but he has irritated me to the maximum and what-so ever it is....I really wish I can slaughter him and rip his flesh like a cannibal....

And I don't want this post to be commented.....

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Death of an Innocent

I used to be very hardworking, i like to write down everything that captures my heart like a poem, story or any information that is bizzard or fun to read and till today, I still do that but not very frequenty cuz I realize many starts to call me 'hardworking'. Well, that is not that bad though but quite embarrased at times....This is somthing I wrote down few years back...I am glad I found this piece:



I went to a party mom,
I remembered what you said
You told me not to drink, mom
So I drank soda instead
I really felt proud inside, mom
The way you said I would
I didn't drink and drive, mom
I know I did the right thing, mom
I know you are always right.
Now the party is ending, mom
As everyone is driving out id sight
As I got into my car, mom
I knew I'd get home in one piece
because of the way you raised me,
so responsible and sweet
I started to drive away, mom
but as I pulled out into the road,
the other car didn't see me, mom
and hit me like a load
As I lay there on the pavement,mom
 I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," mom
and now I'm te one who will pay
I'm lying here dying, mom
I wish you'd get here soon
how could this happen to me, mom
there is blood all around me, mom
and most of it is mine
I'll die in a short time
I just wanted to tell you,mom
I swear I did't drink
It was the others,mom
The others didn't think
He was at the same party as I
the only diffrene is, he drank
and I will die
 Why do people drink, mom?
I t can win your whole life
I'm feeling sharp pain now, pains just like knife
the guy who hits me is walking, mom
and I don't think it is fair
I am lying here dying
and all he can do is stare
tell my brother not to cry, mom
tell daddy o be brave
and when I go to heaven,mom
put 'Daddy's Girl" on my grave
Someone should have told him,mom
not to drink and drive
If ony they had told him, mom
I would still be alive
my breath is getting shorter,mom
I'm becoming scared
please don't cry for me,mom
when I needed yoy, you were always there
I have one last question,mom
Before I say goodbye
I didn't drink and drive
So why am I the one to die?

Is it this what I have been looking for???

                      Yes, I received a phone call from my aunt in Putrajaya about my further study in A level in UCSI University. I speak to her for a while and she told me the fees and accommodation  to spend my another 1 year in a place called Kuala Lumpur. To be honest, I don't like to leave my home sweet home. It is the most priceless thing I knew ever since i knew how to talk. It is very sad and  I am afraid those people in there will not be the one that I knew over here. They are busy, it is a metropolitan state with a lot of hustle and bustle which is so crazy and insane. Sorry, it is no offense for those who are working in  Johor. We are busy too, i never deny that and we are busier than ever. It was a strong felling of depression I had a while when I looked around my house, I knew everything in my house and if u asked me to walk with my eyes closed, YES i would be able to do that!! 

I dare u!

She asked me if I was able to come for the Open day to expand my rusty brain which getting rustier by every passing days...I said yes and she told me, she we  make arrangement for my transport and she will call me later. That is it. I was happy but sad. Happy because i knew what I will be doing and I will not have to be clueless anymore. Sad because I am going to leave my family behind. I love my grandparents, mother and my aunt even when they could be annoying at times but then I realized if I left them there will be no one to accompany my grandparents when my mom and aunt goes to work. It will be lonely and the house will be stranded in silence of to human being who loves watching tamil serial....crazy and hate it till today!

It would be a dear to leave the 32inch Sony LCD which was I of my good friends. It will be over once we brake apart cause I will not be able to watch my favorite Disney, Nickelodeon, Cartoon Network, Hitz.tv and blah2

I guess life have to mo on and we still have to break free of our freedom zone once and for all...I guess it is the time for me to say goodbye to the things I have cherished for a very long time!

That's all for now...signing of from your......COMPLICATED

YU-NA KIM

It is just so awesome to  see her doing the spin 3 times flawlessly with ease. i admire that. She was so flexible and she begun to to be passionate in the figure skating after watching the Olympic back when she was small. She memorised them and practising the moves again and again without giving up. Thanks to her mom for letting her to achieve and make her dreams come true. It is a pleasure within you to see the most beautiful and talented daughter of your not only mesmerising  the world with stunning figure skating moves but she is a Hero within the hearst of the Seoul people. She is treated with royalty and all the young girls are dreaming to become like her..   

It was then when she had a fracture at her back bone before the most important event of her lifetime, she had to compete with 10 other talented and famous figure skaters in the world but  the pain was never gonna stop her from making her county Korea proud. It was like never before seen Yuna Kim to stip and toss aroung the ring like a majestic queen and often for some reason she was a stunning materpiece of Korea.

Her coach told the media that he had never seen anything like her before and he will never see again. I t was a very big remark to give because we are always persuaded that nobody is perfect. Is she a icon of perfectionist?

 However it is she was in the ring like a SWAN and it was very captivating and she was still young to win the wold championship of figure skating. I won the first prize by exceeding 200 points never before done by anyone. Thanks to all her hard work and preserverance!!!