AFTER SO LONG....

It has been a very long time that i touched the keyboard...(sigh). Maybe it is beacause, may aptop is currently 'under construction'....It is so desperating for me to live without my laptop...I am havin a great trouble to connect wit people i want to!!! I t is like a hell...now i realise why there are some people out there is willing to pay for any sum to get the latest tech so that they will be in touch all the time!!!

My, wat a horrible days ahead! firstly it was MJ'S death, then it was H1N1 and now it is my SPM is just around the corner...IT IS LIKE THE TIME IS FLYING AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT( 3.0 X 103)!!! It has been a real tragedy for me all the while, I had some friendship problem, had a crush wit my tuition teacher and it is still going on..., wat else my studies which as no direction, I don't know which course I am going to apply to...
Life is like a bunch of entangled thread which has no direction...

While all the stuffs running through ma head, i really hav another problem to encounter before my Judgement Day which will decide my future beyond...It is nothing small but ma SPM TRIAL 2009!!!

How could anybody tolerate this when you ave so many things going around u???
My life is a big question mark? I am seeing all my friends were studying so hard and it got my nerves down, so I started to study too but I could not see how on earth I can possibly say that I am already gud enough...It is true or not??

My seniors gav me a piece of advice which I've been following but not consistently...They say I can do it but I am still cnfused about it.....


I hope my future will be bright and I will excel with flying colours