I am...

If life has to be fair like scales....I will be better ahead than everyone...
I wish I was bright...
My life would be colourful...
I wish I was happy all times...
If only...I had a better life...
Life is simple yet it is much more messier than before...
I laugh out loud...
I cried in much...
Tears are abundant in me...
They say...it is not nice for someone to cry...
Tears makes me prettier than smile..
I wish I never say sorry to early...
I am like this...I hate myself sometimes
I can't turn back time...
I want it to be perfect...but it is my fate to go through it...
I feel like i am the most imperfect girl...
why is that so??

They say i am inferior...it is not good
I feel good about being inferior...
People push me, hit me hard..
I cry but I find pleasure in the tears...
It is normal for me...

I am not a wild child
I don't party hard..
I don't even know how to confront people nicely..
 Am I to be blame?
I shall say...I do!



UCSI.......I thank you...I don't know why...
But ever since I come here...I found a perfect spot to shed my tears....I can't be more thankful than this..
I wish everything will fall onto place very soon...

Cherio and hav a good day!