2.14.09.....11.40am
I realise something today. No matter how close a fiend can get to you...they are still a total stranger no matter what happens... I was very upset on this day because I was punished for the mistakes I did and it makes me to wake up and look at the world that life is not always like the fairytale stories...
It was a small argument for me but it has upset her so much that she thinks I need some behaviour changes, and till then she will refuse to talk to me. On this day
( it is Valentine's Day ) u noe??? And here I am getting this punishment. I feel like a criminal who has been just accused of murdering somebody. Well, it is my own fault because I thought friends were my closest relatives I had. Now I know that...blood is thicker that water. From today onwards , I will never trust my friends no matter how close they get to me...
They only know me by physically ( who likes to craps and act inmatured and obviously don't make them laugh...from my point of view!!! ) but little do they realise that I also have a little heart deep inside my soul who is deeply hurt every single day and still struggling to get out of all this mess I have done throughout my life and by the way they have made assumption about me...
I realise that nobody is perfect and I am nobody! I just want to tell everyone out there that, Life is short and you gotta take in the good stuff and throw away the bad things!!!
This 'special' day had taught me a very valuable lesson. Never let yourself to be committed whit somebody you love because once you have started to have a strong desire on them...it is very hard to let go!!!
Lastly......i just want to say: I am sorry for everything that I have done!!!
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